Ukusuka kuBeethoven kunye neJazz yasimahla ukuya kwiPop yasePop Music
Xa ndandineminyaka eyi-15, ndafumana imali yam yokuqala njengemvumi kwiqela lomculo elalidlala ingoma ethi “Earth Wind and Fire” kunye ne “Chicago”. Xa ndandineminyaka eli-19 ubudala, ndaqalisa umsebenzi weminyaka engama-20 njengemvumi yejazz ekhululekileyo neleyibhile yeFMP eBerlin.
Ngenxa yokucaphuka okwahlukeneyo okuvela kubuntwaneni obudidayo besizukulwana sasemva kwemfazwe, andizange ndikwazi ukufumana ukuzithemba kwilizwi lam elingaphakathi, leemvakalelo, kunye nezifundo zamathokheni ezigqityiweyo kwiJamani kunye ne-musicology ecaleni. Yathi yakuphuma esandleni imisebenzi yomculo, ndagqiba kwelokuba ngokwenene ndenze umculo ube ngumsebenzi wam kwaye ndiqalise ukufunda kwiFolkwang Academy of Music. Idigri yeklasiki kwixilongo leokhestra yabonakala njengeyona ndlela ilungileyo.
Nangona kunjalo, ukusebenza kwiokhestra ezahlukeneyo kwakungekhe kundifudumezele lo msebenzi. IPop, iJazz kunye noMculo oMtsha zilungele umdla wam ngakumbi. Njengexilongo eliqeqeshwe kakuhle neliguquguqukayo, ndaba ngumlandeli weshishini elaziwayo kumculo wamazwe aphesheya. Ukungathembeki kwilizwi elingaphakathi kunye nendlela yokuyila, kundenze ndangumdlali wexilongo, nangakumbi, de ukuthanda kwamkela ngokupheleleyo ukuthanda izinto ezibonakalayo zempumelelo.
Kwiminyaka emi-5 edlulileyo yale career yokuqala yomculo, bendisenza malunga nee-gig ezingama-300 ngonyaka kunye nee-ensembles ezaziwayo ezifana ne "Musique Vivante", "Ensemble Modern", "Starlight Express", "Schauspielhaus Bochum," "Theatre Chaillot" kunye nabanye abaninzi. Emva koko ndawa phantsi ngenxa yokusebenza kakhulu, kwaye emva kokubuyiselwa kwimeko yesiqhelo ndaphinda ndaziqeqesha njengengcali yolwazi kuba ndandingakwazi kwaye ndingafuni ukumamela umculo kwakhona.
Ukulungiselela ukuthatha umhlala-phantsi kwandinika isizathu sokuphinda ndiphinde ubomi bobuchwephesha, kwaye andikuthandi oko ndikubonileyo. Ayaphi amaphupha kunye neemvakalelo? Ubomi bobuchwephesha babonakala ngathi yigobolondo ngaphandle kwexabiso. Ndabuyela ke ekuqaleni, ndaza ndaliqonda ithuba endilinikwe yimvumi eqeqeshiweyo nengcali kwezolwazi kwihlabathi elitsha lomculo elinemveliso yomculo elektroniki. Kwaye ndayibamba.
Akusekho kuncitshiswa, akusekho kubukhoboka, kodwa ukuhlala kwiimvakalelo ebezicinezelwe iminyaka. Okumangalisa kukuba, ukungathandabuzeki kwale minyaka idlulileyo nako kuye kwanyamalala, kuba okwesihlandlo sokuqala ebomini bam ndiwuthanda umsebenzi wam ngokubanzi. Kwakubuya okuvuya komntwana ongaphakathi. Hayi indlela okwenzeka ngayo ngokungummangaliso ebudaleni!