Kupera kweMumhanzi Kugadzirwa
Pane zvisarudzo muhupenyu zvinokanganisa maitiro ako ezuva nezuva kwemakore akati wandei. Pandakasarudza kugadzira mimhanzi yemagetsi pakupera kwe2019, yaive imwe yezvisarudzo izvozvo. Ndakanga ndiine zvakawanda zvekudzidza sezvo ndakanga ndisina kuita mimhanzi kwemakore anopfuura makumi maviri uye 20 kana kupfuura zvigadzirwa zvakatorawo nguva.
Semunhu aimbove nyanzvi yemimhanzi, zvanga zvisingaenderane nemweya wangu pachedu kubata mimhanzi sechinhu chekuzvivaraidza. Saka ndaifanirawo kujairana nekushambadzira mimhanzi yemazuva ano. Izvozvo zvakatora nguva yakawanda uye kuedza uku kwaifanira kuenzaniswa nemigumisiro pane imwe nguva.
Sezvineiwo, senguva zhinji muhupenyu hwangu, kubudirira kwaionekwa asi kusingabatike. Ndakawana mamiriyoni maviri emitambo yenziyo dzangu mumakore mana, ayo anogona kunge akagadzirwa seanonzi "kubudirira kunoremekedzwa". Dai ndakanga ndichiri mudiki, izvi zvaizondipa chikonzero chekushivirira kuramba ndichivandudza uye kukudziridza kusvikira kubudirira kwaitwa. Ndinoziva izvi kubva pabasa rangu rekutanga semuimbi, iro rakabereka chibereko chakasimba mushure memakore angangoita gumi, asi rakaguma nekuneta makore gumi gare gare.
Chekutanga, handina kuda kudzokorora dhirama iri uye chechipiri, handisisina nguva yakakwana muhupenyu hwangu nekuda kwekuedza kwakadai. Nezuro mamiriro ekunze akanga akashata uye ndakanga ndanetawo zvachose nebasa rakaoma rekugadzirisa munzvimbo yangu yekugara uye yekushanda. Mumamiriro aya ekuora mwoyo, ndakasarudza kurega kugadzira mimhanzi uye kuisa pfungwa pakunyora kwekugadzira. Ndakakurumidza kushamiswa nechisarudzo ichi chegut, asi kutarisa kumashure pamakore e4 ekugadzirwa kwemimhanzi yemagetsi yakasimbisa chisarudzo changu. Zvinhu zvainge zvave organic mune iyi nzira pasina ini ndakazvidzora. Paiva nedambarefu rekupedzisira rinonzi "Artificial Soul" randakanga ndichangopedza. Nziyo gumi neimwe dzaive dzagadzirwa nerubatsiro rwehungwaru hwekugadzira uye dzakanyatsogutsa kuda kwangu kuziva nezve tekinoroji mitsva. Saka chapter iya yakavharwa.
Chakatonyanya kukosha kwaiva kusimukira kwangu munziyo munziyo nhatu dzekupedzisira, dzandichaburitsa munguva pfupi iri kutevera. Sokunge inzwi romukati riri kushanda, ndakarongazve ndokubudisa nziyo mbiri mumavhiki okutanga emumhanzi wangu ndakadzoka. Mumazuva iwayo okutanga, ndakanga ndafungidzira “Spaceship Entprima”, uko muchina wekofi wakangwara Alexis wakaburitsa mimhanzi yekufadza vaenzi muimba yekudyira yespaceship. Muurongwa hutsva, ndakashandisa zvose zvandakanga ndadzidza mumakore mana. Ndakaremerwa nemhedzisiro, nekuti ivo vakavhara denderedzwa vasingazvizivi uye vanomiririra quintessence yebasa rangu rekupedzisira remimhanzi. Uye pakupedzisira, paive nerwiyo runonzi "Kutuka Kwekusava Nematuro", iro rakauya sezvinei. Mushure mekunge ndafunga kumira, kudedera kwakamhanya kumusana kwangu nekunaka kwainge kwakaita zita racho.
Pakupedzisira, zvose zvakauya kunhau dzemari. Sezvo unyanzvi hwangu hwakakura, ndizvo zvaidiwawo pamidziyo yangu. Ndakanga ndadzidza zvakawanda pamusoro pekusanganisa uye kugona zvekuti ini nekuzvarwa ndaida kuisa ruzivo urwu mukuita. Komputa yangu yemakore gumi ingadai isingachakwanise kurarama uye nzvimbo yangu yekugadzira ingadai isingachaite zvandinoda. Pakupedzisira, mugumisiro une musoro wakanga uri kungomira pamusoro pezvaibvira.
Pazuva raburitswa chinyorwa ichi, bhuku rangu "Tanze mit den Engeln" richaburitswa. Zviri pamusoro pekudyidzana kwemuviri, pfungwa nemweya. Ikoko ndakagadzira hwaro hwebviro yechisarudzo changu chakajeka. Uye zvakare zvakare denderedzwa rinovhara. Tsanangudzo yakadzama zvakare chikamu chebhuku rino uye inotungamira kukuziva kuti kuziva kwakadzama kweambivalence ndeimwe yematarenda angu akanyanya kunaka. Ndosaka nyaya yemimhanzi isati yapera kwandiri nedanho iri. handisi kuita zvekugumbuka, asi zvine musoro. Mushure mezvose, mimhanzi yangu haisi chinhu chinoparara uye ichiripo kumunhu wese. Zvichandifadzawo kuramba ndichitaura nezvenziyo mubasa rangu rekunyora kuti basa rangu rekuimba rirege kufa.
Ndakatanga rwendo rwangu rwekupedzisira mumhanzi pane inonakidza "Spaceship Entprima” uye ndichadzokera kuchisipiti nemweya wangu wekugadzira pamwe chete nechitarisiko changu chenyama-yemweya paNyika. Ndakaona kuti iyi hack inobatsira zvikuru kana iwe uchida kuona zviri kuitika paNyika kubva kunze kwemaonero, sekutaura. Chimbofunga nezvevachadenga vakakurirwa vakakwanisa kuona Nyika vari muchadenga kekutanga. Vaisagona kutaura manzwiro aya.
Wedzero yemusi waApril 23, 2024
Yekutanga inonzwika seyekupedzisira, asi hapana chekupedzisira. Zvakadaro, yakadzika-yakadzika. Zvino, nekuwedzera uku, handisi kuda kuvhura zvakare gonhi randanga ndavhara ... Mira, wadii? Zuva nezuva tinovhara mikova yatinombovhura zvakare nekukurumidza. Rega ndiise muchidimbu. Zvechokwadi ndichiri nechido chemimhanzi uye hapana chandingada kunze kwekugadzira mimhanzi zuva rose, asi nekuda kwezvikonzero zvakanyorwa, hazvigoneki chero bedzi zvikonzero izvi zvisingashanduki uye izvo zvisingatarisirwi. Kana zvikaitika, ini ndagadzirira kutanga chitsauko chitsva. Nguva ichataura.