Ukuphela koMveliso woMculo
Kukho izigqibo ebomini ezinempembelelo kwindlela yakho yemihla ngemihla iminyaka eliqela. Xa ndagqiba ekubeni ndivelise umculo we-elektroniki ekupheleni kuka-2019, yayiyenye yezo zigqibo. Kuninzi ekufuneka ndikufundile njengoko ndingazange ndiwenze umculo ngaphezulu kweminyaka engama-20 kwaye iimveliso ezili-120 okanye ezingaphezulu zithathe ixesha.
Njengengcali yomculo yangaphambili, yayingahambelani neepateni zomphefumlo wam ngamnye ukuphatha umculo njengento nje yokuzonwabisa. Ngoko ke kwafuneka ndiziqhelanise nentengiso yomculo yanamhlanje. Oko kwathatha ixesha elininzi kwaye lo mzamo kwakufuneka ulungelelaniswe neziphumo ngexesha elithile.
Ngelishwa, njengokuba rhoqo ebomini bam, impumelelo yayibonakala kodwa ingabonakali. Ndiphumelele malunga nezigidi ezi-2 zeengoma zam kwiminyaka emine, enokuthi ikhutshwe njengento ebizwa ngokuba "impumelelo ehloniphekileyo". Ukuba bendisemncinci, oku bekuya kundinika isizathu sokuqhubeka ngomonde ndiphucula kwaye ndiphuhliswe de kuphunyezwe impumelelo. Ndiyayazi le nto kumsebenzi wam wokuqala wokuba yimvumi, oye wathwala isiqhamo esiqinileyo emva kweminyaka eyi-10, kodwa yaphela ngokudinwa kwiminyaka nje eli-10 kamva.
Okokuqala, bendingafuni ukuphinda le drama, okwesibini, andisenalo ixesha elaneleyo ebomini bam ngenxa yemigudu enje. Izolo imozulu ibingentle kwaye bendidinwe ngokupheleleyo ngumsebenzi onzima wokulungisa indawo endihlala kuyo nendisebenza kuyo. Kule meko yonxunguphalo, ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiyeke ukuvelisa umculo kwaye ndigxile ekubhaleni ngokuyilayo. Ndothuswa ngokukhawuleza kwesi sigqibo sesisu, kodwa ukujonga emva kweminyaka eyi-4 yokuveliswa komculo we-elektroniki kuqinisekisile isigqibo sam. Izinto ziye zakhula ngokwendalo kweli cala ngaphandle kokuba ndikwazi ukulawula. Kwakukho icwecwe lokugqibela elithi "Artificial Soul" endiligqibileyo. Iingoma ezilishumi elinanye zonke zidalwe ngoncedo lobukrelekrele bokwenziwa kwaye zanelise ngokwaneleyo umdla wam malunga nobuchwepheshe obutsha. Savalwa ke eso sahluko.
Okubaluleke nangakumbi yayikukukhula kwam komculo kwiingoma ezintathu zokugqibela, endiza kuzikhupha kungekudala. Ngokungathi ilizwi langaphakathi lisemsebenzini, ndahlengahlengisa ndaza ndavelisa iingoma ezimbini kwiiveki zokuqala zokubuya kwam komculo. Ngezo ntsuku zamandulo, ndandinomfanekiso-ngqondweni “weSpaceship Entprima", apho umatshini wekhofi ohlakaniphile u-Alexis wavelisa umculo wokonwabisa iindwendwe kwigumbi lokudlela le-spaceship. Kumalungiselelo amatsha, ndasebenzisa yonke into endiyifundileyo kule minyaka mine. Ndichukumisekile ziziphumo, kuba bavale isangqa bengaqondanga kwaye bamela i-quintessence yomsebenzi wam womculo kade. Kwaye ekugqibeleni, kwabakho ingoma ethi "Isiqalekiso sokuPhuculwa", eyenzeka phantse ngengozi. Emva kokuba ndigqibe kwelokuba ndiyeke, ukungcangcazela kwehla kumqolo wam ngendlela isihloko esasiyi-clairvoyant ngayo.
Ekugqibeleni, yonke le nto yehla kwimicimbi yezemali eqhelekileyo. Njengoko ubuchule bam babukhula, kwaba njalo nokufunwa kwezixhobo zam. Ndifunde okuninzi malunga nokuxuba kunye nobuchule kangangokuba bendifuna ngokwendalo ukusebenzisa olu lwazi. Ikhompyuter yam eneminyaka eli-10 ubudala ibingazukukwazi ukumelana nayo kwaye indawo yam yokuvelisa ibingasayi kuphinda ihlangabezane neemfuno zam. Ekugqibeleni, isiphumo esinengqiqo yayikukuma nje kwincopho yoko kunokwenzeka.
Mhla eli nqaku lipapashwa, incwadi yam ethi “Tanze mit den Engeln” iya kukhutshwa. Imalunga nokudibana komzimba, ingqondo nomphefumlo. Apho ndiye ndalungiselela isiseko sokuba nokwenzeka kwesigqibo sam esicacileyo. Kwaye kwakhona isangqa siyavala. I-introspection eneenkcukacha nayo iyinxalenye yale ncwadi kwaye ikhokelela ekuqondeni ukuba ulwazi olunzulu lwe-mbivalence yenye yeetalente zam ezibalaseleyo. Yiyo loo nto umxholo womculo ungagqitywanga kum ngeli nyathelo. Andenzanga ngokuphoxeka, kodwa ngokusengqiqweni. Ngapha koko, umculo wam awuyonto ephelayo kwaye usafumaneka kumntu wonke. Kwakhona kuya kuba luvuyo kum ukuhlala ndibhekisela kwiingoma kumsebenzi wam wokubhala ukuze umsebenzi wam womculo ungafi.
Ndiqale uhambo lwam oluya kuba lixesha lokugqibela ngomculo kwi “Spaceship” emnandi Entprima” kwaye ndiza kubuyela kwisiphekepheke ngomoya wam wokudala ecaleni kwenkangeleko yam ngokwasenyameni neyemoya kwiplanethi enguMhlaba. Ndifumanise ukuba olu hack luluncedo kakhulu ukuba ufuna ukujonga okwenzekayo eMhlabeni ngokwembono yangaphandle, ngoko kuthetha. Cinga nje ngoosomajukujuku aboyikekileyo abathe bakwazi ukujonga uMhlaba besemajukujukwini okokuqala. Babengakwazi ukuchaza ezi mvakalelo ngamazwi.
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Eyangaphambili ivakala igqibelele, kodwa akukho nto igqibeleleyo. Nangona kunjalo, inzulu kakhulu. Ngoku, ngesi songezo, andifuni kuphinda ndivule ucango esele ndiluvalile … Yima, kutheni kungenjalo? Yonke imihla sivala iingcango esikhe sizivule kwakhona ngokukhawuleza okukhulu. Mandiyibeke ngokufutshane. Ewe ndisenawo umdla womculo kwaye akukho nto ndiyithanda ngaphezu kokuvelisa umculo imini yonke, kodwa ngenxa yezizathu ezidwelisiweyo, akunakwenzeka ukuba nje ezi zizathu zingatshintshi kwaye oko kungalindelwanga. Ukuba kuyenzeka, ngokuqinisekileyo ndikulungele ukuqalisa isahluko esitsha. Ixesha liza kuxela.